ENIGMA

acrylic on canvas
30” x 30”


Nov 2006 -Jan 2007 displayed at Baiti's Restaurant
36 Jalan Persiaran Zaaba, Taman Tun Dr Ismail, Kuala Lumpur.

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i can’t explain what it is that makes me feel this way, feel so trapped and chocked, smothered… when at the same time complaining of the distance. for the distance grows, almost, every day that passes and it seems as if i watch us slip like sand in my hand, falling through the creases of my fingers just as i try to hold tighter.

but just hold on… just be strong, be strong for us… just keep fighting… but it’s so hard to be so strong when so weak, it’s so hard to keep fighting when i wish it to just be. Why are we so different? Constant fighting for this to stay alive, through struggles that so many would not go through… why are we so different?

and so i seek to escape… i need to breathe… i need to think. for some reason, that seems rather hard lately. maybe because of your actions, your distance, your ignorance? i know not… all I know is that something feels different, something feels absent… and it pains me to be unable to place a finger upon it.

so i take to my bed… for in my mind, i’m so broken and there seems little else i can do. i wake from a short and troubled sleep… dreaming of you… but why!? why when i seek to escape you, you still linger on my mind, even my unconscious?

here she runs her hands over her face, up through her hair and letting out a quiet sigh.

i can’t stop thinking of you… i can’t stop thinking of the future that i wish to hold with you, when i can see you again. i remember… people said something about when people die, the best time of their life flashes before them… well it would be then for me too, for i had never spent so long in happiness, i’ve never felt like that before…

now she remembers him lying to her side… so she strokes the empty mattress, closing her eyes.

i know the distance is far… and it hurts me, it hurts me. and sometimes it seems like other things are more important, and i fall last on the list… yes, that may be true, and i should understand that, and i do… i know that you have higher priorities, and where you stand in life at this time, you should. but it hurts… it hurts knowing that… knowing how long i must wait for you… always waiting, always fighting…

…“but if you truly love someone… distance shouldn’t matter…”
…“you’re strong… you must be to withstand this…”
…“don’t do something you’ll regret… i don’t want anything to happen to you two…”

these words and many others echo through her mind, words of a stranger, and words from a dear friend.

i love him… i don’t want to lose him… i don’t want to give up the happiness that i know i can have… i don’t want to fight for this… but isn’t the fighting worth the prize in the end… for the prize is him… and i’ve waited so long for my knight in shining armour… it would just be foolish to throw it away…

a tear falls, trickling down her cheek in wounding pain.

…i can’t give up on this… i love him… i need him, i want him… i can’t imagine life without him… no, no, i can… and it’s a bitter and unhappy place where i wish to not exist… but maybe for now i just need some space…

she curls up against a pillow, remembering him there, letting her tears wash away the black streaks leaking from her eyes, wishing it were him, wishing he was here… then his words flash through her mind.

“…True love often isn’t easy…”

whatever it is my dear... you know who you are to me. my feelings towards you will never change. i will always love and care about you. maybe not here in this world but we will be reunite in the end at the other world. as for now, i will always pray for your happiness. no matter where you are and who are you with, you will always have a very special place in my heart and my soul.

Alias Yusof, thank you for everything.

SERENITY I

acrylic on canvas
30” x 30”

Nov-Jan 2007 displayed at Baiti's Restaurant
36 Jalan Persiaran Zaaba, Taman Tun Dr Ismail, Kuala Lumpur.

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i was walking on the beach in Cherating while having my 'run-away-break' from my hectic life with someone very close to my heart. there's this pattern on the sand, created by those small little creature which i think it's the small crab. i was amazed by that and start to think about having it on my canvass.

when we came back from our trip, we went to the art shop and bought our supplies [we shared the same passion too] and found this gel that can be used to get the moulding effect and whoaaa! i love this stuff!!! while molding the shape and also while splashing the colours this song played in my mind. basically this painting is everything i felt during those trip.

...and thank you Bebear...

- Mata Hati Jiwa by Awie -

Maafkan aku mengganggumu
Cuma ku ingin kau tahu
Ruangan dihatiku hanyalah untukmu

Hari hari ku yang berlalu
Riang ceria kernamu
Mana adanya aku pasti ada kamu

Andainya engkau tahu perasan hatiku
Pastinya kau kan tersenyum diwaktu manis harimu
Biarkan biar tahu teguh auranya cintaku kerana kamu
Kau sentiasa berada di mataku, hati dan jiwa

Maafkan aku mengganggumu
Dilewat malam malam mu
Inginku temanimu sebelum lenamu

Izinkan aku dekatimu
Inginku tawan cintamu
Agar dapat ku jadi dewata hatimu

ALLUSION III

acrylic on canvas
36” x 48”


Nov 2006 -Jan 2007 displayed at Baiti's Restaurant
36 Jalan Persiaran Zaaba, Taman Tun Dr Ismail, Kuala Lumpur.

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i tried to combined those two ideas [ALLUSION I & ALLUSION II] and choice of colours into one piece and this came out. well, enough of this stroke, lets try something else after this.

ALLUSION II

acrylic on canvas
36” x 48”

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after looking at the ALLUSION I, i came out with the second piece but in lighter and vibrant colours. well, i have to admit that i'm feeling on top of the world at the moment. with everything that start to fall into place, especially my career and my life. not so great but definitely better than ever!

thanks to my Daddykins, Alias Yusof, Jassmine Shadiqe, Puan Elya and Eppy for being my lights and guidance.

ALLUSION I

acrylic on canvas
36” x 48”

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i got an idea to paint this piece while looking at the smoke from my cigarette. it was in dark purple base before i splashed all sort of colours and mix it with brush. and i love the result! the only thing that bother me at this point of time, i think this image look striking compare to the real piece but i can rest assure that nothing beat the REAL STUFF! i'll leave it to you to judge once you've seen the original piece.

INNOCENCE

acrylic on canvas
30” x 40”

Nov 2006 -Jan 2007 displayed at Baiti's Restaurant
36 Jalan Persiaran Zaaba, Taman Tun Dr Ismail, Kuala Lumpur.

submitted for Open Show 2008
to exhibit at Shah Alam Gallery, Yayasan Seni Selangor.

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- Innocence by Avril Lavigne -

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliance - I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect - Please don't go away
I need you now and I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

This innocence is brilliance - Makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliance - Please don't go away
Cus I need you now and I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

LUMINOUS

acrylic on canvas
18” x 18” x 2 pcs


April 2008 - Jun 2010 displayed at Colossal Art
3, Bangunan Stadium MPS, Jalan 2/2, Bandar Baru Selayang,
68100 Batu Caves, Selangor Darul Ehsan.

July 2010 Knock Down Price
RM199 SOLD to Pn Azra Misnan,
Ayer Keroh, Melaka, Malaysia.

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this painting was done by accident. i was planning to do something else but it turn out like this. i think it's like a butterfly. i squeezed the colour fron the tube onto one canvass with some pattern and place another piece of canvass onto it. so, this is the result.

- luminous -

Fly, little butterfly, fly so far away,
To a place where nothing hurts you
To a place where you can stay
To a place all alone
People vanish if you may.

Fly, little butterfly, a welcoming home anew,
To a place where everything is different
To a place you never knew
To a place of no disappointments
For failures there are few.

Fly, little butterfly, to that place you desire
To a place where you finally find your soul
To a place that calms your inner fire
To a place just you, and that other butterfly,
That place, you never tire.

SERENDIPITY I

acrylic on canvas
36” x 36” x 2 pcs


Nov 2006 - Jan 2007 displayed at Baiti's Restaurant
36 Jalan Persiaran Zaaba, Taman Tun Dr Ismail, Kuala Lumpur.

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i always feel like a freak because i'm never able to move on like normal people... some of them just by a second!. people just have an affair or even entire relationships. they break up and they forget!. they move on like they would have change brands of cereals...

i feel, i was never able to forget anyone i've been with... because each person had their own specific qualities. you can never replace anyone... what's lost is lost!... each relationship, when it's ends... really damages me. i never, never once fully recover. that's why i should be very and extremely careful with getting involved because it's hurts too much!!!...

i appreciate little things... i mean really little---little things. sometimes too little to be notice but i did. it's the same with people. i see their little details, so specific to each of them that move me and that i miss and will always miss... that's why no one can replace anyone because everyone is made of such beautiful, specific details.

lately, i wonder... am i ready for another relationship? is it because of i'm tired being alone? is it because of i've got nothing better else to do? nothing really can fill my time and my mind? am i really up for another venture? am i ready for another temporary happy moments? am i ready to get hurts? am i ready to share the burden? will i be ready to share good and bad news with someone else? will i treat that person right? will that person treat me right? will it be only filled with tears, like always? will it be a laugh, which very rare in my case? is it for eternity? is it only temporary like rainbows that will only shows up after the rain and gone while i'm still admiring and enjoying it? i wonder... and keep wondering...

i do want to have to someone that i can look up to. i do want someone to cherish and witness my days comes and goes by. but i know that i never have luck in this department. it always ends bad and destroyed me. i think i had enough of that and want to stay away from it. cuz nothing is permanent, nothing is eternity, nothing is bright, and i don't want to suffer again and again and again... as much as i want it, i know i can't allow it to happen...and i know, deep in my heart...

...i'm not ready yet!

INTOXICATED

acrylic on canvas
18” x 18” x 6 pcs

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sleepless night again

my imagination runs wild tonight,
about life, passion and love,
on my sleepless night...

be it artistry or maladroitness,
be it verve or liveliness,
be it fabrication or dismantlement,
be it realization or failure,
be it fantasy or reality,
be it ecstasy or melancholy,
be it genius or stupidity,
be it fidelity or disloyalty,
be it arrogance or modesty,
be it passion or apathy,
be it attraction or aversion,
be it love and hate...

there's a dialogue between heart and brain going on,
there's a conversation and discussion between soul and mind going on,
there's a debate and argument between feeling and thought going on,
on and on and on and on...

sometimes i wish, i can be selfish and rude...
sometimes i wish, i can just ignore the fact...
and at times i wish, i can just fade away...

why must it arrive when i don't want it?
why must it appear when i don't need it?
why must it be difficult and complicated?
must i choose when i don't have choice?
must i endure, forgo, suffer, surrender and sacrifice?

i said no to love and relationship,
2 best friend came into the picture,
both have their excellence and flaws,
i know the fact that if i choose one of them,
things are not gonna be like before,
let alone better...

should i walk away?
should i stick around?
will it make things better at the end of the day?
will they still be best friend?
can we still be friend?

maybe i should just let it be,
maybe i should just go with the flow,
maybe i should let the time decide,
maybe i should just be me...

CHARISMA

mix media on canvas
36” x 36” x 2 pcs

April 2008 - Jun 2010 displayed at Colossal Art
3, Bangunan Stadium MPS, Jalan 2/2, Bandar Baru Selayang,
68100 Batu Caves, Selangor Darul Ehsan.

Nov 2010 - May 2011 displayed at Zakuro 2 Japanese Restaurant,

Ground Floor, Lot 6, No.174-176 Jalan Ampang,

50450 Kuala Lumpur.

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Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind

Theres no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way,
I just dont know what to say
Why cant we be ourselves
like we were yesterday...

I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself.
That if I hurt someone else
Then we'd never see just what were meant to be?

LUNATIC

oil on canvas
30” x 40”


Nov 2006 - Jan 2007 displayed at Baiti's Restaurant,
36 Jalan Persiaran Zaaba, Taman Tun Dr Ismail, Kuala Lumpur.

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Beneath the makeup,
the thick eyelashes,
with lips painted rouge,
and cheeks rosy red.

Beneath the clothes,
the fashions that make her,
just like everyone else,
covering her secrets.

Beneath the scars,
that push people away,
in disgust and in fear,
marks of mistakes.

Beneath these tears of sorrow,
pain, loneliness and self-reflection,
through the running makeup,
that drips onto her bare skin.

Beneath it all she is naked,
free of coloured perfections,
and fitted fashions,
rid of smiles that are fake,
and lies voiced frequently.

Appearing before you,
not in a dream, but reality.
This is who she is,
beneath it all- just a girl, just a girl…

…Won’t you tell her she’s beautiful?

TURMOIL

oil on canvas
36” x 48”

artwork submitted for Open Show 2008
to exhibit at Shah Alam Gallery, Yayasan Seni Selangor.

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Here i am again,
Thinking about myself, my life, my career and my all...

Suddenly,
Feeling so angry,
with everything that happened...
Be it within my control,
or not within my reach...

What am i made of?
Am i made from steel?
that can be so hard but melted with fire?

Why am i so hard?
So hard till i can't even understand,
How can i be so tough!
Is it from the learning curve experienced?
From broken home and broken hearts?

Why am i so fragile?
So sensitive over smallest thing!
Is it because i kept everything within myself?
Not letting anyone to share the burden?
Even when i did, i always ended up in disappointments...

Why am i so confuse?
So lost in my own world!
Is it because i have too many unanswered questions?
And no one care to understand the situation?

Why do i care so much?
As if i have nothing else better to do!
Is it because i want to feel important?
Or it makes me happy by making others happy?
A very close friend of mine used to call me CANDLE
i burnt myself just to see other happy...
But am i? Do i? Hmmm...

Why am i so difficult?
I'm not trying to be one!
But it seems like it is my middle name or something?
They think i enjoyed doing these?
Enjoyed making fun that involved my feelings?
They think i do it on purpose?
Purposely hurting myself?

Why am i not easy to love?
Cuz i know how much i can give,
And it can be very much and overflow.
So, it better be the one that i think deserve it
and fight their way to win my heart...

What will make my day?
Someone who can talk and listen
at the same wave length of mine,
A sincere smile, a genuine heart,
A warm hugs and lots of kisses...

Where will i be near future?
Will i be happy? Will i die in my other half's arms?
Will i be there for the one i love?
Will i hurt that person?
Can that person forgive me?

Do i deserve to be love?
I always think i will loves many people,
But they come and go,
I'll fills up the emptiness and the sense of longing,
Once they get their grips and starting the trips,
I'm long gone from their life!

Am i being punished for all the mistakes i have done?
If yes, for how long? How long more shall i go through this process?
If no, then why???

Why is it hard for me to love and be loved in returns?
Am i that bad till i don't deserved one?
Am i that difficult?
Like everybody claims!!!
Fuck them!!!

Sometimes, i just wish that i will just fade away!
Away from all this!
I wish i can say 'NO' to love,
I can ignore those feelings,
I won't fall and fall and fall in love
... and fell out of it!

So, NO MORE!
FUCK ALL THESE DOGSHIT!
It's too painful to face and go through it
Over and over again!...

So, to those out there!
Stay out from me!
I'm dangerous and mean...
Don't you ever come close to me
Cuz i don't think i need more than my family
I had ENOUGH!!!
And i always wonder and ponder
And keep wondering and pondering

... how does it feels to be different from me?

SEIZURE

mix media on canvas
40” x 30”

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Just Another Check Marks

It's funny to think that I used to believe those simple words.
the ones that take so much courage to say, so much assurance.
But when you said them, I believed them every time...
for I simply couldn't see, why you wouldn't love me???

So you spoke of such love, numerous times.
showing me in many ways, the truth of that simple sentence.
And I believed it. ...foolheartedly, I believed you.
For how could you hold this feeling you said you did...
when you could so easily turn away from me and cast me from your life.

A remnant of a relationship.

So I have been labeled, and anything with any connection to me.
Just say what you're thinking, then I know that you must be:
all of those regrets of being with me,
of experiences with me...
of ever meeting me,
talking to me,
holding me,
touching me...
'loving' me.

You're a coward...
and oh how I know your hate of cowards.
Funny how you can't see what you've become.

And so what if I've found someone new?
Dare you think me a slut? just because someone happened to make me happy,
because chance fell into my lap, and before I knew it I was not saddened by your absence...

Go, then.
Call me a slut, a whore, a wench, say all your horrid labels that you think I shall wear.
Hand me my scarlet letter, that you somehow think I should place upon my breast.

It all hurts.
Your loss hurts.
Your absence hurts.
Your regrets, your hate, your abandonment.
It all hurts.

Love...
You don't know what love is...
and maybe, you never did...

I'm happy now,
... without you.
All you are is another check mark to the list
of people with regrets of being with me.

INSANITY

mix media on canvas

30” x 40”

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... emptiness ... despair ...

Following these feelings of unknown nothing

My heart seems broken, my mind slowly rotting

All of this from an unknown fear

If it continues, the end seems so near

Where does it come from?

Where does it reside?

The unanswered questions that help it to hide

Somewhere within me, within my soul,

But why, I tell you, I do not know!

I do not know why these feelings of despair

Float around me, affect how I fare

Ask me why I feel so much sorrow,

I don’t know why,

for it will appear tomorrow, today and yesterday too

So when this feeling comes it’s nothing new.

I’m used to it now that feeling of emptiness, despair,

I know it far too well, for it’s always there…

STUPEFY

mix media on canvas

30” x 40"

Jan 2009 - RM 2,300 SOLD

to HRH Sultan & Sultanah Pahang's Residence,

Jalan U-Thant, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

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Another experiment’s result by using those colour scented candles!

INFATUATION

mix media on canvas

30” x 40"

Jan 2009 - RM 2,300 SOLD

to HRH Sultan & Sultanah Pahang's Residence,

Jalan U-Thant, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

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Thanks to Herny for the love, inspiration and support!

Infatuation is my first experience using wax on canvass. Found this box full of flowery-scented candles in various colours. Candles are supposed to be lit but somehow it ended up on my canvass. The candles were my 2004 birthday gift from an ex colleague named Liza from Laura Ashley. Those close to me, knows I love candles. Candles in any form, colour or even scent, just works for me.

My DADDYKINS says - I am saving the electricity bill by lighting candles and my bro adds salt to the wound by sarcastically asking – “there’s no electricity supply today?”

Never imagined, that one fine day I would actually use my favourite collective items on my passion. Surprisingly splashing wax onto the canvass gives me a splendid release.

Let’s, just hope Liza does not mind me literally burning the candles down, anyways thanks Liza!.

AFICIONADO I

oil paint on canvas

24” x 36"

Jan 2009 - RM 2,300 SOLD

to HRH Sultan & Sultanah Pahang's Residence,

Jalan U-Thant, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

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“someone who is very interested in and enthusiastic about a particular subject”

… I always think

being in love is like

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full of joy, lots of love, fills with laughter and bla bla bla…

but underneath those surface

…

full of pain, sad, hurt, lies, betrayal

and it’s unfair …

AFICIONADO II

oil paint on canvas

24” x 36”

Jan 2009 - RM 2,300.00 SOLD

to HRH Sultan & Sultanah Pahang's Residence,

Jalan U-Thant, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

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“someone who is very interested in and enthusiastic about a particular subject”

… so, I said “NO” to love!

no more lies

no more rules

no more pains

no more hurts

no more regrets

no more suffocation

no more feeling miserable

no more feeling melancholy

no more blames allocation

and I’m free …

HALCYON

oil paint on canvas

24” x 36”

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Halcyon is calmness, peaceful, tranquil, and prosperous. In my eyes a Peaceful World for all, a world where there is no war, no racial discrimination but that is only achievable in our dreams…

Halcyon is also a mythical bird - a free soul…

HAVOC

oil paint on canvas

24” x 36”

July 2010 Knock Down Price

at Srikandi Exclusive Hi-Tea Event, 

Royal Bintang Hotel, Mutiara Damansara.

RM 250 SOLD to Pn Normala Mohamad,

Pandan Indah, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

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the September 11, 2001 attacks (often referred to as 9/11—pronounced "nine eleven") consisted of a series of coordinated terrorist suicide attacks on September 11, 2001. The victims were predominantly civilians.

on the morning of September 11, 2001, nineteen terrorists affiliated with al-Qaeda hijacked four commercial passenger jet airliners. Each team of hijackers included a trained pilot. The hijackers crashed two of the airliners (United Airlines Flight 175 and American Airlines Flight 11) into the World Trade Center in New York City, one plane into each tower (1 WTC and 2 WTC), resulting in the collapse of both buildings soon afterward. A nearby church and the rest of the World Trade Center complex's seven buildings were also destroyed or damaged beyond repair. A third airliner (American Airlines Flight 77) was crashed into the Pentagon in Arlington County, Virginia.

Passengers and members of the flight crew on the fourth aircraft (United Airlines Flight 93) attempted to retake control of their plane from the hijackers; that plane crashed into a field near the town of Shanks Ville in rural Somerset County, Pennsylvania. In addition to the 19 hijackers, 2,973 people died; another 24 are missing and presumed dead.

… oh God! that was 5 years back!!!

LEVITY

oil on canvas

18” x 30” x 2 pcs

Nov 2010 Limited Space Sale

RM 350 SOLD to Ms Hanazita Nassarudin,

Ampang Selangor, Malaysia.

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1. lightness of mind, character, or behavior; lack of appropriate seriousness or earnestness.
2. an instance or exhibition of this.
3. fickleness.
4. lightness in weight.

CORONA

oil paint on canvas

20” x 30”

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a circle of light that can sometimes be seen around the moon at night, or around the sun during an eclipse

[a situation when the moon is positioned exactly between the Sun and the Earth]

LABYRINTH II

oil paint on canvas

36” x 30"

Jan 2009 - RM 1,900 SOLD

to HRH Sultan & Sultanah Pahang's Residence,

Jalan U-Thant, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

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"Labyrinth is an intricate combination of paths or passages that makes it difficult to find your way out, like a maze. In life, we often lose our way, but it’s essential that we come back and face the right routes. A maze is a complicated tortuous arrangement but some seek it for the fun and adventure, so relating it to life, it is important that we structure interconnecting passages to reach out for our destiny."

LABYRINTH I

oil paint on canvas

30” x 36”

Jan 2009 - RM 1,900 SOLD

to HRH Sultan & Sultanah Pahang's Residence,

Jalan U-Thant, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

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“a confusing set of connecting passages or paths in which it is easy to get lost”

ALIAS

oil paint on canvas

12” x 24” x 2 pcs 

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Thanks to Alias Yusof for showing me what reality is all about!

it’s the same heart …

… but different feelings

it’s the same mind …

… but different thoughts

it’s the same style …

… but different appearances

it’s the same voice …

… but different tones

it’s the same move …

… but different motives

it’s the same view …

… but different perspectives

it’s the same touch …

… but different meaning

LISSOM

oil paint on canvas

20” x 30”

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I’ve found ‘LISSOM’ while flipping through my dictionary looking for another word’s meaning in the story book that I’m trying to finish by end of the month.

‘LISSOM’ caught my eyes. As I read and try to understand the meaning which is “pantas; tangkas dan lemah gemalai” or “attractively thin and able to move quickly and gracefully”, my imagination runs wild and these images crossed my mind.

SOLITUDE

mix media on canvas

16” x 20” x 3 pcs

Nov 2010 Limited Space Sale

RM 350 SOLD to Ms Sarah Ishak,

Ampang Selangor, Malaysia.

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another new second

another new minute

another new hour

another new day

another new week

another new month

another new year

… and I’m alone again?

stars over my head, counts on me

moon shining bright, lighten my path

fresh breeze air, fills me

colours of the songs, inspires me

said NO!

to shadows that comes

to darken my heart and soul

no more cold regrets

not even stone or steel can stop me

I’ll set myself free

Pure as water

Let’s begin this new journey

IMMACULATE

oil paint on canvas

18” x 22”

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immobilized by the thought of you

paralyzed by the sight of you

hypnotized by the word you said

not true but I believe them anyway

VICIOUS

oil paint on canvas

- 18” x 22” -

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I’m full of regret

for all the things

that I’ve said and done!

and I don’t know

if it will be ever OK to show?

I tried to laugh but I cried instead

and I wonder

… how does it feel to be different from me?

FALLEN II

oil paint on canvas

10” x 20” x 3 pcs

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Thanks to Nash for support and engcouragement to my passion in art!

Purple People by Tori Amos

well hey do you do Judo when they surround you

a little mental yoga will they disappear

it's grim but never dubious as motives go

one thing she'll always promises

promises is a show

thunder wishes it could be the Snow

wishes it could be as loved as she can be

these gifts are here

for her, for you, for me.

I watch me be this other thing and never know

if I'm marooned or where the purple people go

then lily white matricide from vicious words

it doesn't leave a scratch

so therefore no one's hurt

and don't you know the nurses make it clear

just when you've escape you have yourself to fear

a restaurant that never has to close

breakfast, every hour

it could save the world

so hey do you do Judo in your finery

an angel's face is tricky to wear constantly

thunder wishes it could be the Snow

whishes it could be as loved as she can be

these gifts are here

for her, for you, for me.

For her, for her...