Wednesday, 23 May 2007



acrylic on canvas
18” x 18” x 2 pcs

April 2008 - Jun 2010 displayed at Colossal Art
3, Bangunan Stadium MPS, Jalan 2/2, Bandar Baru Selayang,
68100 Batu Caves, Selangor Darul Ehsan.

July 2010 Knock Down Price
RM199 SOLD to Pn Azra Misnan,
Ayer Keroh, Melaka, Malaysia.


this painting was done by accident. i was planning to do something else but it turn out like this. i think it's like a butterfly. i squeezed the colour fron the tube onto one canvass with some pattern and place another piece of canvass onto it. so, this is the result.

- luminous -

Fly, little butterfly, fly so far away,
To a place where nothing hurts you
To a place where you can stay
To a place all alone
People vanish if you may.

Fly, little butterfly, a welcoming home anew,
To a place where everything is different
To a place you never knew
To a place of no disappointments
For failures there are few.

Fly, little butterfly, to that place you desire
To a place where you finally find your soul
To a place that calms your inner fire
To a place just you, and that other butterfly,
That place, you never tire.

Saturday, 19 May 2007



acrylic on canvas
36” x 36” x 2 pcs

Nov 2006 - Jan 2007 displayed at Baiti's Restaurant
36 Jalan Persiaran Zaaba, Taman Tun Dr Ismail, Kuala Lumpur.


i always feel like a freak because i'm never able to move on like normal people... some of them just by a second!. people just have an affair or even entire relationships. they break up and they forget!. they move on like they would have change brands of cereals...

i feel, i was never able to forget anyone i've been with... because each person had their own specific qualities. you can never replace anyone... what's lost is lost!... each relationship, when it's ends... really damages me. i never, never once fully recover. that's why i should be very and extremely careful with getting involved because it's hurts too much!!!...

i appreciate little things... i mean really little---little things. sometimes too little to be notice but i did. it's the same with people. i see their little details, so specific to each of them that move me and that i miss and will always miss... that's why no one can replace anyone because everyone is made of such beautiful, specific details.

lately, i wonder... am i ready for another relationship? is it because of i'm tired being alone? is it because of i've got nothing better else to do? nothing really can fill my time and my mind? am i really up for another venture? am i ready for another temporary happy moments? am i ready to get hurts? am i ready to share the burden? will i be ready to share good and bad news with someone else? will i treat that person right? will that person treat me right? will it be only filled with tears, like always? will it be a laugh, which very rare in my case? is it for eternity? is it only temporary like rainbows that will only shows up after the rain and gone while i'm still admiring and enjoying it? i wonder... and keep wondering...

i do want to have to someone that i can look up to. i do want someone to cherish and witness my days comes and goes by. but i know that i never have luck in this department. it always ends bad and destroyed me. i think i had enough of that and want to stay away from it. cuz nothing is permanent, nothing is eternity, nothing is bright, and i don't want to suffer again and again and again... as much as i want it, i know i can't allow it to happen...and i know, deep in my heart...

...i'm not ready yet!

Wednesday, 16 May 2007



acrylic on canvas
18” x 18” x 6 pcs


sleepless night again

my imagination runs wild tonight,
about life, passion and love,
on my sleepless night...

be it artistry or maladroitness,
be it verve or liveliness,
be it fabrication or dismantlement,
be it realization or failure,
be it fantasy or reality,
be it ecstasy or melancholy,
be it genius or stupidity,
be it fidelity or disloyalty,
be it arrogance or modesty,
be it passion or apathy,
be it attraction or aversion,
be it love and hate...

there's a dialogue between heart and brain going on,
there's a conversation and discussion between soul and mind going on,
there's a debate and argument between feeling and thought going on,
on and on and on and on...

sometimes i wish, i can be selfish and rude...
sometimes i wish, i can just ignore the fact...
and at times i wish, i can just fade away...

why must it arrive when i don't want it?
why must it appear when i don't need it?
why must it be difficult and complicated?
must i choose when i don't have choice?
must i endure, forgo, suffer, surrender and sacrifice?

i said no to love and relationship,
2 best friend came into the picture,
both have their excellence and flaws,
i know the fact that if i choose one of them,
things are not gonna be like before,
let alone better...

should i walk away?
should i stick around?
will it make things better at the end of the day?
will they still be best friend?
can we still be friend?

maybe i should just let it be,
maybe i should just go with the flow,
maybe i should let the time decide,
maybe i should just be me...

Saturday, 5 May 2007



mix media on canvas
36” x 36” x 2 pcs

April 2008 - Jun 2010 displayed at Colossal Art
3, Bangunan Stadium MPS, Jalan 2/2, Bandar Baru Selayang,
68100 Batu Caves, Selangor Darul Ehsan.

Nov 2010 - May 2011 displayed at Zakuro 2 Japanese Restaurant,
Ground Floor, Lot 6, No.174-176 Jalan Ampang,
50450 Kuala Lumpur.


Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind

Theres no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way,
I just dont know what to say
Why cant we be ourselves
like we were yesterday...

I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself.
That if I hurt someone else
Then we'd never see just what were meant to be?